Im sorry for everything. This whole thing. It is not all your fault. please dont think it is.. it was created by both of us. Im sorry. And i just want you to know that, i love you. I always will love you. Always have loved you and never will stop loving you. I wish things were not like this. i wish none of this ever happened. I wish we were happy together. right this second. but we are not and i cant change any thing that has happened. i have so much i want to say to you but i dont know how to say or write anything anymore.
i love you.
you said that i gave you something to fall in love with that you haven’t fallen out of yet…truth is i haven’t fallen out of this either.
i dont think i ever fully will.
So, you want to talk. I guess Im ready now. I have to talk to you sooner or later. Lets just pray it will all be okay… Tomorrow. We will talk tomorrow. I don’t know what i’m going to say to you. But i guess we’ll find out.
I don’t know how to answer you. I love you but it hurts too much and i.. i love you. but it will never be the same. maybe it just isn’t our time, maybe we were just a stepping stone in each others lives. All i know is that you will always have a place in my heart… regardless of the fact that you broke it.